Agoraphobia / Reclusivity

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I go my hermit stretches for a week here and there, but I live in the city and love to go out and enjoy it. I'll go downtown at noon and just walk around with everyone. Go tot he park and lie down and look at the trees (in january). Go to the beach.

When I am in hermit mode, its kinda sick. Noramally im very clean, but my coffee table gets stacked with dishes and beer bottles, I have an extra shade over my blinds to keep it black 24 hours, and I sleep during most of the day. I'll get ribs delivered at 4 am, breakfast food delivered at 4pm. But I get alot of work done. And then someone will call and be like "hey im down the street" and ill be like "hey....you cant come over right now..."

Usually lasts 5 days or so when I have alot of work I want to do, but then i'll wanna see my girlfriend and will clean up and take her out.