[RyanLanane]

Nick I agree with EVERYTHING you said..

I won't hide behind the fact that I haven't been successful at any of the attempts I have made to get back into the business. Every single time I failed, it was because I couldn't get the traffic or I didn't have the money to develop the project as it needed to be.

When I was thriving and idiotically threw away a thriving business I STILL SUCKED at getting traffic, it was the stuff in the backend and talking others into sending me traffic that kept me sucessfull until I gave up because things got too hard (Yeah I was being a little baby bitch, if I could tell the 5 year ago ryan that I'd be good).

I still have alot of great ideas, and I think I could consult in alot of areas.. Time will tell. I don't proclaim I know everything - what I will say is I know a litle bit about everything, and a good amount about certain things.. But unfortunately the most important part of an internet business - generating traffic - I completely suck at... and Yes, I will always be honest about that even to potential clients in the future.

If I could find a job where I fit in the right way, and both me and the employer agreed... If it paid well enough with opportunities for advance in payment etc.. I would take it.

Chances and Odds are I will end up doing carpenty and sub contracting out in 6 years when I get my license earning 60-70K driving my own van and doing my own sub contract work.. Not the life I want, but very well could be what I end up doing...