Ryan...you have to find a place that both appreciates and requires your creativity before you commit a homicide. (That would be, in technical terms, "bad.")
You and I spent *one* session bouncing ideas back and forth and I knew immediately that functioning among "the average" was going to be both difficult and painful for you.
pushpills...hang tight to that resolution and don't jump off the building.
sarettah...I, too, use that method of "life analysis." I still grieve for the degree in mathematics I never got the opportunity to get. (I never wanted to be a mathemetician, or do anything with the degree other than frame it, I just wanted it.) A dream destined to be unfulfilled, or at least put off until the AARP scholorship can pay for it...if there is such a thing.
Newton...I admire you and envy you for your ability to do that. I also want to give you a good pinch.
