[selena]

I have no money now, compared to alot of people.

However, I don't live in fear of the utilities being turned off either.

I've done that.

I really think the only way having just a tad more money has changed me is that I now as less stressed so I can give attention to the smaller things. Perhaps a personal fault, but I was less likely to stop and admire the rays of a setting sun if I was freaked wondering if the car was getting re'pod that day.