And I don't want my original post to be watered down with the comments being made. I come just like you see me. This is me. I don't know the rules and regulations really of how the porn game works and I come open to you and say just that. I don't know shit. I don't act like I do nor will I ever. I just want to learn something new that might ease my tension. I wasn't lucky enough to get in back in 96 or 97 when it was a little easier. (from what I hear) I am just a real guy asking for help. Noone has to help me. I understand that completely. "Why would I help that guy to get a slice of my pie?" I get that logic. But I am just dumb enough to ask for it anyway.