LMFAO!!!!
Anthony said huggles!!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA
On a serious note, good fucking on you for walking away from what you knew could only turn ugly. For someone who just polished off a bottle of alcohol you sure did stick to your commitments to yourself ... so instead of beating yourself up over losing someone messed up that would only have ended in drama anyway, pat yourself on the back for putting yourself first and taking care of you.