I really do need to find a hobby...
But.. Im just not good at doing ANYTHING half way...
I am totally an ALL or NOTHING kind of girl.. I just cant help it.
I really do need mental stimulation though or I will go crazy... and now that I decided to dedicate myself to being a camgirl and running a cam studio and dealing with crazy chicks and bitching at my husband... I will lie awake in bed doing stupid logic puzzles to de-stress myself. They get boring enough that I can forget about them after I go to sleep.
I could just do something productive instead and move some toplist traffic... but then I would totally lose myself in that for months...
I hate nightclubs... I would rather stay home and drink a few glasses of wine. Or go out to a dinner theatre... but then I might decide to take singing and acting lessons 24/7. I have already taken 12 years of ballet lessons... And I would love to go to the Opera with you sometime Nick
I am totally neurotic.
Sabby
