Ulfie... I feel your pain.. I've been through it myself.....
Believe me.. there is life after alcohol....
Take it slow, listen to what they have to say.... the biggest block to overcome, is knowing its NOT you.. its a gene that some of us, unfortunately have, that makes us susceptable to the drug....
You are not in for an easy few months, but it sounds like you have the metal to tough it out, and come through this..... you need someone to talk at thats been there... hit me up....
It's all good.. you can do it!