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Originally posted by confucy@Sep 21 2003, 10:35 AM
Gonzo only attacks women, and those he believes he can rattle. He is a coward! He moves across the internet like a scavenger searching for anything he can use to hurt someone who doesn't pay attention to him.
I made the mistake of joking with Gonzo. Then when I moved on, his feelings were hurt. When I turned my attention to Kimmy, he went on the attack acting like a scorned suitor.
Gonzo, you are everything that is bad about porn. Go find a home on GFY with all the teenagers who post shit just to see their names on the screen! 
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Confucy, this act is really old. its pretty much the only reason i have ever given you a hard time.
"hi motherfucker, you fat, stupid, ignorant, lying no good piece of shit thief... [insert an impossibly long string of personal attacks here]"
which is always followed by..
"i was just having a nice conversation" or "i was just telling the truth" or "i was just saying the things that others dont have the balls to say"... and then the usuall finale...
"i dont understand why you are picking on me. it must be because i am a woman... i dont care. i am too strong. you are too stupid blah blah blah blah..."
who cares!?
you bring out the worst in people. you embody the traits that everyone hates in a person. you make people angry and upset. you make people hate you, then tell yourself its not your fault and get back up on your cross in the end, nail your hands and feet and just sit there and bleed waiting for someone to care... but no one cares. then you go to another board and start the cycle again, or pick a new fight.
you create chaos everywhere you go. you need negativity. you need the negative attention. you need to hurt people. you need to make people feel horrible about themselves, their business, their relationships, thier past and their future... you want people to feel just like you.
you make people attack you... so you can vindicate yourself by saying "see, see what an asshole that guy is" - you can't seem to see what you do to cause it to happen. what you do that causes a "reaction"
you have so many deep personal issues that its not even really worth taking the time to explain it to you. there is no one here that would not agree that you are a troubled person, angry and bitter with what can only be called a freudian nightmare of a personality.
you seem to not understand that a verbal "response" is not a response. It is usually a "reaction" - it might pay to stop once in a while and think about why there is a consistent pattern in peoples reaction to you. it is because the world is full of assholes? or because the world is reacting to a bitter and hateful asshole?
you are far from the martyr you want to believe you are... you are never "telling it like it is". you are just a troubled person who thrives on conflict, choas and hatred. you can deny it all you want, but i am quite sure there was a troubled childhood behind all this, followed by many troubled adult relationships. your parents had problems and relationship problems, most likely so did their parents and most of your family. you also repeated the same cycle by seeking out relationships that are familiar to those you grew up with. i think its a big part of what made you so bitter and where the "i am a strong, independent woman" routine comes from. You feel you have been hurt a lot and that you are innocent. Usually the "strong, independent woman" routine is connected to male abuse in your past.
I doubt you are married. you probably have 1-2 divorces and some very traumatic relationships behind you. Mitnick is a clear example. No one is attracted to a convincted felon and known liar, because of a nice smile and beautiful eyes. it has more to do with being drawn towards chaotic, abusive and impossible relationships.
until you learn to accept responsibility for you, your own behavior and how people react to you, you cannot change and you can never be happy in life. If its "everyone elses fault" - then you have to change "everyone else" to fix the problem.
when you accept responsibility for yourself, you can change immediately. you might be a happier person for it.