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Originally posted by RawAlex@Sep 15 2003, 05:24 PM
Mike, I don't have any issue with your views one way or another, except to say that when you say someone has a lot of hate, I think that you need to look closely at Buff's posts as well... there is alot of hate there.
Buff's outbursts smack of ignorance, racism, broad brush type casting, and a serious ditto head mentality.
As I said, he should consider himself lucky that he makes his money fucking.
Alex
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you dont exactly spread a lot of sunshine yourself. i cant imagine what it must be like to wake up everyday knowing that you embody all the traits and behaviors that you yourself, despise in others. that has to be the mind fuck of all mind fucks.
i want you to know Alex that i love you. i want to help you. i want to help you let go of the self loathing. its time we got RawAlex to start loving himself instead of mocking and attacking himself and his behaviors in others.
give yourself a hug. a long, tight, loving hug. There, doesn't that feel nice? Now stand in front of the mirror and repeat to yourself ... "It's ok to be me. I like me." Now say in a more reassuring tone, "dammit, i like being me!"
now give yourself another hug.
don't let go until you feel you are ready. reassure yourself by letting yourself know that everything will be ok and that today, the first, largest and most painful hurdle was cleared. today, it became ok to be RawAlex. it feels good.
good. you did good. did that feel nice?