[Dianna Vesta]

I never was a big meat eater. Once I moved out here and started caring for animals I ate less and less. I resumed studies in Kabbalah and was doing some research on Torah. The woman I am dating is Jewish and a bow hunter for big game. I am against any type of hunting purely for sport. It’s just my thing.

Anyhow, in doing this research I happened upon some animals rights sites and was draw in. I spent a week crying and still fight tears. I understand all the debates and it’s more of a spiritual choice for me. I decided to become vegetarian completely. If I have a choice not to kill then I’m going to take it. It’s been a while now and I am healthier and have not had any desire to eat meat. I’m not a fanatic but I have defiantly made changes in my life.

I’ve ordered food from Chinese restaurants and often wondered what the fuck I was eating. The textures are different and odd taste. Thinking about it makes me sick. There was a guy who owned a restaurant up north that was caught serving goat as veal. He was raising babies. It appears that it had been going on for a long time before he was caught. Another place in Miami years ago was suspected of using cats and various domestic animals.

Damn I’m developing some phobia’s in my older age.