Well... I don't know Dokk, but I read his posts across the past while over at GFY and then at ANS....
It is extremely hard to catch the context (obviously), but some of the lastest on ANS sound to me like someone who has made a decision of sorts... He is telling several folks how much he loves them, and there is a reference in there to "moving on". I am not a shrink, but have been around to know that when someone has made a decision to end their own life, or take drastic action that they know will either end their life or put them away for a while, they often say their goodbyes, reassure those around themselves as to their love and devotion and then make attempts to put their affairs in order. Very rational in an irrational sort of way.
Dokk is definitely under some kind of pressure or influence. His references to his wife and the gas stove being left on and the bible and how ashamed he is makes me think that he is describing that he just got caught by his wife trying to kill himself with the gas stove... I know that is way out there, but any other way I looked at it did not make any sense.
Hope he is ok... Hope someone gets over there to visit him, call him, something. He sounds like he could use some really good friends right about now.
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